Me and Aphantasia

I realized that most people can form visual imagery when they close their eyes, and it’s hard for me to believe this when talking to friends and family. Does “don’t think of a blue elephant” really make most people see a blue elephant? Do peoples immerse themselves in poetry or novels?

This trait makes me focus only on the present, lack of imagination about the past or future.

• I can’t understand the feelings surrounded by memories
• No desire to travel and create memories
• Emotional fluctuations are minimal

Is it that people lack a calibrated scale for the world? Just like your red may not be my red, it ultimately returns to subjective feelings?